I am in no world comparing my suffering to Black people suffering, and yes this is white privilage in its worst yet perfectly clear faces. Yet again, you are describing my life.
It sucks to feel 2nd level citizen, it sucks to feel different because of "how u look", it sucks to be overlooked, and it sucks to be considered less althoough -most probably true because u have to do double up the work to level up- you are much more.
As a Diversity Sourcer, can I suggest you look for companies that truly embrace diversity in its core? The lnaguage & Job descriptions can tell you all you need to know about the culture. And please keep us posted. Best of luck